I want perfection.

Bodies
Robbie Williams

God gave me the sunshine,
Then showed me my lifeline
I was told it was all mine,
Then I got laid on a ley line
What a day, what a day,
And your Jesus really died for me
Then Jesus really tried for me

UK and entropy,
I feel like its ****in’ me
Wanna feed off the energy,
Love living like a deity
What a day, one day,
And your Jesus really died for me
I guess Jesus really tried for me

Bodies in the Bodhi tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
And that’s the way it’s gonna be

All we’ve ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Praying for the rapture,
‘Cause it’s stranger getting stranger
And everything’s contagious
It’s the modern middle ages
All day every day
And if Jesus really died for me
Then Jesus really tried for me

Bodies in the Bodhi tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
And that’s the way it’s gonna be

All we’ve ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Bodies in the Bodhi tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
Bodies in the bodhi tree,
Bodies making chemistry
Bodies on my family,
Bodies in the way of me
Bodies in the cemetery,
And that’s the way it’s gonna be

All we’ve ever wanted
Is to look good naked
Hope that someone can take it
So God save me rejection
From my reflection,
I want perfection

Jesus didn’t die for you, what do you want?
(I want perfection)
Jesus didn’t die for you, what are you on?
Oh Lord
(Jesus really died for you) Ohh
(Jesus really died for you)
(Jesus really died for you) Ohh

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Umieściłam tę piosenkę, bo chodzi za mną od tygodni, nie dlatego, że utożsamiam się z jej tekstem. Ale ponieważ umieszczam tutaj rzeczy, które mnie poruszają, więc znalazło się i to. Ola twierdzi, że tekst jest wbrew pozorom dość głęboki i mówi o kompleksach.

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Generalnie to nic ciekawego u mnie. Marnotrawię czas na kompie, pisząc pracę mgr i sprawdzając strony. Dostałam zgodę na ITS i mogę legalnie nie chodzić na zajęcia. I dobrze, bo to strata czasu.
Ostatnio moje synapsy zwierają dość nietypowo, bo przypominają mi się sytuacje i rozmowy sprzed paru lat. Uświadamiam wtedy sobie, jak innym człowiekiem kiedyś byłam... Mniej uległym i mniej uspołecznionym...
Nic to, brniemy dalej. Dość ma dzień utrapień swoich.
Ciao.